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Clear Dark Blue

by blood chill

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1.
Holiday Inn 02:47
on god I swore I wouldn't fuck up on god I swore I wouldn't fuck up til you took all I had and tore it apart til I could've sworn that I had nothing at all how does it feel to breathe in? how does it feel to taste it? how does it feel to breathe in? how does it feel? on god I swore I wouldn't give in til you left me at the holiday inn put a bag on my head and you pulled it taught you've been praying for darkness I've been so overwrought how does it feel to breathe in? to be the better person? how does it feel to breathe in? how does it feel? on god I swore I wouldn't fuck up on god I swore I wouldn't fuck up til you told me you loved me and it tore me apart til I could've sworn that I had nothing at all
2.
Heart Attack 03:17
does it feel like you're looking back? or like you've had a heart attack? crushing bad thoughts day by day smoking spliffs trying to outweigh your worst loss it feels false to break glass - to outlast I'm not sure where the year's all gone I'm just trying to hang on to a love that you don't seem to see rain will pour while you scorch I don't know where the day's all gone I'm just trying to hang on to a light that you don't seem to see
3.
when you wake up in the morning another dream, another warning haunts your steps, copies your questions makes you seep into a quick depression but she grabs on tight and prays that you'll be alright you'll be alright come eve and every time that your god dwells with your aching heart, the earnest wanting she leans in close, she makes you smooth out she wants to be your final blowout but there seems to be an impasse to your glowing heart I hope you get the start you need, baby
4.
Six Ways 03:32
six ways to get a grip six ways to get over it choosing none, I went warm last night and I don't wanna pick a fight just trying to recite what I needed you to hear from me and I can't believe that you'd want me to be close to you it's all I ever wanted to do blue light shines from the glass to your skin, the angel's gash you touch my sleeve as you whisper to me - you're a fucking mess, but I want you around you know that I love the sound of the endless love that comes from your mouth and I can't believe that you want me to be close to you it's the only thing I ever wanted to do
5.
New Perfume 03:07
laying in the grass all day to feel something more than disdain old memories lost to new perfume a sight, your ex's tattoos but I guess, I guess I'm a sucker for it I guess, I guess I'm a sucker for it twenty four's been a year apart get stoned and drive my car out to the park to be with the stars and tap into my breath, my clear dark blue and lately I can't fall asleep it's hard to find the time I stay awake and think of every time I've ever lied the moon looms close I'm not so sure I'm really even here a drifting soul not in control of seeming insincere but I guess, I guess I'm a sucker at best I guess, I guess I'm a sucker at best and lately I can't fall asleep it's hard to find the time I stay awake and think of every time I've ever lied the moon looms close I'm not so sure I'm really even here a drifting soul not in control of seeming insincere
6.
Dark 02:13
everybody wants to meet up at the park where it gets hazy after dark I swear it's not so far and we'll take turns hitting pavement getting faded taping wrists and falling in to shit we didn't know was sin but don't get nervous for me I didn't know who I was trying to be but don't get nervous for me don't get nervous for me everybody wants to meet up at the park where it gets hazy after dark I swear it's not so far
7.
Overdue 03:54
I woke up feeling nothing from the swift goodbye you gave me my sister's telling me to let go of your bullshit, promise - maybes I woke up feeling nothing from the broken sense you gave me no ins, no outs, I've seen it all a memorandum of all those cold nights when we'd go out get so strung out on missing you on trying to stay true so I sage my place and drink a glass of anything that I have an aries rising through and through I'd die before you knew that I can't sleep in my broken dreams, my memories through dreaming I'll weep in messed up sheets I'll admit that you're the only one who ever saw the bad morning sweat empty b*tches strewn across the room and I'll still say it's your fault I woke up feeling something from the emptiness you gave me you woke up feeling something new it's okay, it was overdue
8.
Assume 05:14
my strongest prayers won't hit the air they'll swell and stretch inside my throat in desperateness I'll wail and start to lie even though I've tried to catch a glimpse of loneliness you pull me like the tide stoned and wanting some goodness and purpose and the blade you gave me has cut me down and left me to assume go to therapy fall asleep til three cause god is gone I'm on my own just trying to be free of fights that last all night crying to my friends it's easy to be lonely when you've got a place to land it's easy to be lonely when you have a place to land stoned and wanting some goodness and purpose and the blade you gave me has cut me down and left me to assume

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released October 6, 2023

Ris - vox, guitar, synth, piano, vibraphone
Patrick Apfelbeck - drums, percussion
Michael Latella - bass

Engineered and Mixed by Michael Latella at Culture Vacuum Recording, except
Drums Engineered by John Hoffman at The Lodge
Mastered by Matthew Ibarra
Artwork and Layout by Michael Andrew Spalding
Photo by Phil Hyatt

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blood chill Cincinnati, Ohio

"roots deep in the earth, petals to the sky, linda ronstadt coming-of-age in a suburban basement on the bruce "nebraska" lp and darkthrone demos"-p.f.

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